day-47

Guess what, I think my boss knew that I hate him. And think I don’t care! 😒

Everyone is free to express themselves and voice their thoughts rather than going crazy and showing up at his desk with a knife. Maybe I hate the person, but that does not make me unprofessional. I will continue to perform my duties well and responsibly. I'm paid to work, so I won't do it half-heartedly.

But sometimes I wonder what makes people know and realize that I don't like them. Is my facial expression too obvious? Do I look disgusted when talking to them? 😈

As for that one, I've tried hard to appear friendly, and if I fail, then you're already at the stage to be wiped out of my life.

I'm someone who avoids conflict, if possible, unlike my sister who has drama with others every day. More people disturb me, and then I realize that this person needs to be put in their place. Just yesterday, when I arrived at the office five minutes late and noticed him at the front office doing something I didn't know what. 

Because my partner was on leave, I became the solo fighter there. I don't mind. I prefer working alone rather than in a group, but if the group members act like trash, it's different. He suddenly interrupted me while I was talking to a client. I know you're my boss, but if you want to inform me, wait until the client leaves. You can correct me later.

I don’t even know what you are doing here?

So, I just looked at him without commenting. I let him talk alone. "Why not just give them another office number?" Is that my job? Why don't you do it? Even the client wasn't sitting and being served by me.

Remember when I said I had a bad feeling about this new co-worker? Just call him Troll. Let me tell you about him. He's emotional and probably has bipolar disorder and forced to work; his attitude is just like trolls. Once, I saw him dealing with a client angrily, and I knew he would screw up. He'll ruin everything.

His job is to be the backup for the front office (me), but it seems like everything would be fine without him. Troll often makes clients leave and complicates their requests. I know sometimes clients can be annoying, but it's our duty as frontline workers to serve and provide the best service. And what disgusts me the most is how slow he works. If he and I were placed together, I would have called five clients by now, while he's only done with one.

It's not that I don't want to help him, but my own work already takes up a lot of time. Not to mention the tasks waiting behind the scenes. Dealing with one client so slowly, and I have to answer your stupid questions? You're older and more experienced; even from the beginning, you gave advice on questions I didn't ask for.

Are you really competent? 😐

I don't care what he does, but at least don't disturb my work. What I despise the most is when someone uses my computer and logs in without asking for permission. I don't like it when someone uses my computer with their login, as it slows down my computer. I don't like working with a slow computer. Sometimes I write down my computer password in the drawer, but not that day.

OH! Another thing that irritates me is when I'm alone at the front office and I need to use the toilet, but clients keep coming non-stop. I took a break at 10:56 to go to the toilet. But this stupid security guard (I know) asked my boss and said I wasn’t at the loket. Damn bro, I'm still a human, I need to poop.

Then my boss asked, "Where are you?" Usually, I don't like answering messages when in the toilet, but I had to reply, "in the toilet" so he knew. Then my friend said, "Why don't you just take a pic of your shit." 😂

When I returned from the toilet, Troll was already sitting in my chair, struggling to open a webpage. Idiot.

At that moment, I realized that this damn security is the cause of everything. I know people are queuing, but GIVE ME A MINUTE TO TAKE A SHIT! 👿👿👿 Is it difficult to tell the client to wait? Do you think your task there is just directing clients? Dumbass. Just wait, I'll gaslight you. Wait for my vengeance. I’m dead serious.

OH YEAH, I have to hold it all in. Get enough sleep until my goal is achieved. After that, I won't give a fck.

BYE!