day-31

I'm currently in a phase where I feel like snapping at people while I'm at work. Even though I consider myself a patient person, there are moments when things just out of control and I might explode at any time. This is especially true when dealing with individuals who are just impossible to comprehend. Working at the front desk means I have to face people needing assistance for hours on end, so I've got to keep my emotions in check to stay composed and avoid losing my temper.

It's particularly challenging when I come across someone who's as stubborn as a rock and seemingly impervious to explanations. No matter how patient I try to be, they just keep asking questions without grasping what I'm trying to convey. There are times when I wish I could let out my frustration, maybe even jab a pen at them and say, "Feel that, mutherfucker!"

But of course, I can't do that. I would end up in jail (or, at the very least, become the latest internet sensation). My dignity needs to be preserved, even though it's tough as nails to do so. I don't know, maybe it's just one of those days. Perhaps it's the time of my period, and my emotions and thoughts are running wild. At least, I can still manage to work and maintain some livelihood of my life.

Even as I'm writing this, my thoughts are a bit jumbled, and I can't seem to find the right words. Long story short, I'm stressed out and desperately in need of a solid 12-hour sleep.

Bye!